say it ain't so

well, it's lights out for the little rat bastard. even though i hate him and have looked forward to this day for oh, so long. i don't want to see him go. at least not under these circumstances. and to think i just told you all about him earlier this week. this morning, my husband and the kids were in the living room while i was in the kitchen. i heard growling. then a kid screaming. and then i see sully being almost thrown over the gate to the stairs. however, i was surprised my husband put him down so gently. i think he paused just for a moment and thought that if he chucked him down the stairs like he wanted to then we would have a paralyzed dog. and nobody would take him then. plus, we would have to pay to fix him. over to will. poor kid had a knot by his right eye. scratches on his cheek. blood coming out of his mouth. i know when you have an injury to your head there is a lot of blood but nothing can prepare you for blood coming out of your kid's head. upon further investigation, will's eye was spared. thankfully. he had a gash in his top lip. a gash on his upper gum. he was pretty good through the entire ordeal. after the bleeding stopped he got an ice cube. he was excited. off to the med center will went with dad. we wanted to make sure he didn't need any shots. or get an infection inside his mouth. everything was superficial. no shots. no stitches. as for the little rat bastard he is gone. i can tell you that since the incident this morning he has been on his absolute best behavior. ever. he knows he was wrong. but we just can't trust him any longer. i don't even want to think about what would have happened if my husband wasn't sitting right there at that moment. i have contacted a wire fox terrier rescue group. i can't take him to the pound. i just can't. i am waiting to hear back from the rescue group to see if someone will foster him. i think he is a good dog. he just needs one owner with no kids or any other animals. or oxygen. every night before will goes to bed he gives sully a kiss. tonight he just blew him one.